My Best Friend....

Jee, plizz don't make me feel like this....please......I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOO MUCH till my heart can't bare if ur gone.....plizz don't misunderstood......i's not u who fault....it's other!....plizzz.......omg!!i've done it again......i've been hurting my BEST friend....what should I do?????? I could die if I lose her or something.....NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!.......ya allah!! don't u give me this tasks.....i'm not too strong too take it.......Jee , as u know....ur my best n forever friend.....plizzz.......plizzzz.......

You know, I reallllly crying when thinking that we might break our relationship coz of this things......
U know that i'm realllly hard to cry.....even the motivation that was sooooo sad and touching n sad cannot make me crying like hell.....

But it's U! IT'S U we're dealing here.....ur sooo special.....ur my one....n only true best friend.....u don't even care bout my background, n my bad habits.....ur just normally treat me like other....I love you..

I LOVE YOU SSOOOOOO MUCH JEE!!!

It's Hurt You Know

I love u....
Care for you....
But, why do it must end up like this?
Do I do wrong?
Just tell me....I won't get angry

You just left me......
Without any words came out from your mouth...
Please say something
Don't make me felt this way
Suffer.....that's what i felt right now

Now I know that love doesn't stand all the time
It was a mistake
For accepting you....
It's so vexing....
I hate this feeling
Somebody please help me
Help me get out from this situation
It annoyed me...

Now......
After breaking up with you
I..........totally unable to fallen again
There's no more room for anyone

I just could see you from here......
Far and far away from you....
I wish I could say " Thanks"
Because you've loved me before
It was a wonderful memory back then
If ....... we still together

You passed by.......
You saw me right?!
Why do you have to avoid from eye-contact with me?
Cause you're feeling guilty right.......
Back then.......ya....I'm so pissed off!
But now......I think it's already okey...

It's really hurt.....
When you just acting like I'm nothing
Just once! Just once!
Please talk to me.....
I miss your voice....
Miss your laugh....
Just saying " Hello" is enough
Just that.....

But now.......
Not even a greet,
You even don't want to look at me....
Do you know how hurt I was?
You don't!

You left me.....
You don't even care bout me
Am I that worthless?
I'm also a human...
Borned with heart and feeling

Just if you know bout it....
Please stop ignoring me...
Treat me just like others..
I don't expect you to treat me like before....
Just treat me other...

Please.......
It was like killing me.....
When you avoiding me....

Now it's okay.....
I'm fine....
I hoping for you to happy with your life....
New love......
I'm fine with it.....
THANK YOU so much for loving me.....

I really appreciate it......
Bye Bye......
First Love